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12/1/09 11:46 pm - Hello there.

Heres the deal I am paid a relatively good amount of money for doing nothing. Yes. I am complaining about it again. Because today at work its shit boring once again.



I am not a health freak but cutting down on calories seriously gives you more energy! Last week with the long weekend, I had all my veges and my body felt fantastic. Now that I am back at work, and eating an almost vegeless diet, I feel even more tired then ever and get hungrier faster as well! This is bad man! I totally freaked out when my colleague told me she gained 10KG ever since she started working. NOOOO!!!!! I fears!


I want to be rich. So rich I could invest all my money and not work at all!


Current Mood: sleepy

11/29/09 09:44 pm - Wir.

This week came as a surprise to me. I've come to learn the difference between saying and feeling 'we'.

I've always been a very selfish person, a person who simply cannot be bothered with anything. To me, life simply goes on no matter what happens, because its easier and lighter to just pick up and go with the flow to make do with everything and to brisk into what ever is ahead. But this person comes along and I feel automatically incline to slow down and hold his hands and walk with him. To think about where to go together and to pause and see if the other is alright. Thats what 'we' means.



11/21/09 12:21 am - To walk.

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the word 'if' used in a hypothetical sense has been bugging me ever since I started working. I think after two months, 'ifs' no long make sense anymore. Whats the point of having all these 'if; and 'what if' and 'if only', when I really don't know whats gonna happen at all, since I have not taken that 'if' path. There are many routes and directions that we may have to take in life and truth of the matter is, we don't really know whats gonna happen.

As Kundera mentioned that we have got only one direction to take for which ever path we intend to do, and if indeed we wanna see if the grass is greener on the other side, we'll have to go over to see if its true. I've mentioned that before, but its much easier said then done, and I am still learning how to do that, every single day.

This is my wallpaper picture and I love it because
1) I took the photo
2) Thats how life looks like to me, an almost never ending journey
3) It reminds me or all our travels.
[This was taken outside our hostel in Edinburgh. And reminds me also how nice it felt to see you at the airport, when shit happend :) ]
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Current Mood: contemplative

11/7/09 10:40 pm - Family day.

Today I went for a photo shoot at Gloria photo studio. 

Lady : "what is the colour of your graduation robe?" 
me: " Er..."
Lady: "I have a catalogue to see which faculty is what colour."
I was looking at the catalogue and it says 'Masters of Art' for some reason, so can't be for me. 
Dad: "pick the colour that looks the nicest."

After calling chua, found out the colour is Pink! 

Today for dinner I finally went to my grandma's place. And guess what I found out! Ah ma Tan is addicted to korean drama! haha..so cute. She was watching korean drama till 3am yesterday and woke up at 6am today. But she seem very happy and excited when I was over for dinner just now, laughing and talking about the drama. The interesting thing is, the korean drama is dubbed in mandarin. My grandma speaks hokkien and maybe a couple of words of mandarin. Then again the drama in korean drama does not really require much language skills to understand. 


Current Mood: amused

11/5/09 11:12 pm - Butter chicken.

I think the fengshui in my new house is wrong. Something does not feel quite right. 

1) My dad is ironing and giving advices on relationships?!

2) My sister looks like she is floating on clouds everyday. 

3) My mum keeps going to Heartland/Hougang mall everyday

4) I am working in a Malaysian Bank. 
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11/4/09 10:04 pm - Huge underground pimple.

Today is just like any other day at work. Going about doing my daily task at work and then lunch and then back to daily work and some training.

Except, while I was walking across the grass patch from the MRT to my house. I thought I might be strike by lightening. I thought I might trip (because I was wearing heels) while running across the road and be knocked down by a car. 

Of late, I dont feel like meeting people after work. I think I am antisocial. I really apologize to friends for not taking initiative in our friendship. The worst thing is, there is nothing wrong and bad about anything right now. Please do not say its because of the bf, because he is not around to distract me. I seriously don't know whats up man. 

P.S. Its nice to be in a relationship when you have an awesome boyfriend like ah huat. But it totally sucks to be in a long distant relationship. 

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Current Mood: blah

11/1/09 11:01 pm - Indeed.


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11/1/09 11:45 am - An open door.

A few days ago, I met up with Elaine and Lois. Both of them are doing really fantastic career wise. I would like to be where they are. But whats lacking is the time and experience. Sometimes I feel like I am living in a very beautiful home, with everything I have and need. Once in a while, I would step out of this house and wonder around. Only to realise, wow there are so much more out there. As we all know 一山还比一山高. There is simply no end to competition but I motivate myself simply through competition. The want to be better than others or as good as others. I know we all have our differences and comparing with another person is not the best gauge.

Nonetheless, that meeting pushed me to think about the future. A future that is very real and really do require some planning. Albeit being slightly restricted. There is still things to learn from the current situation. At the end of the day, I am still back in my beautiful house, planning and thinking about how to build an even better house. 

I was watching the youtube on "The secret" again, (for all who have not watched it, ITS GOOD!) one positive thought is much more powerful than many negative thinking.

I have to get my lazy mind to start working! 
 
 

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Current Mood: contemplative

10/26/09 09:44 pm - Stress about not having any stress.

Today I stepped into my managers office. She looked up at me and said, " applying for leave?"  I dont know where she get that impression from man. Its true that I was gonna apply for leave at the moment for december, but its only my second time taking leave!

I think the issue right now is, I can't get any satisfaction or sense of accomplishment from the things I do. Every day passes like that. Nothing to remember, nothing leaves any impression. Bland. I suppose a light diet could be healthy sometimes. But right now, I like things full of herbs and spices because my stomach is craving for these seasoning. 
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Current Mood: blah

10/24/09 05:53 pm - 1 month.

If I am going to continue doing miscellaneous work for the next 11 months.


I might just kill myself. 
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